First it triggers.
Ideas may arise from anywhere. Whether when in the toilet, walking, eating, waking from sleep or even looking at a familiar or weird faces. All can trigger ideas to write, rant or ramble.
Then, i elaborate.
I think further, go deep into the details, find a way to make interesting, even to the extend of trying to find a catchy opening to the idea.
After that, i write.
I put my thoughts into words. Twisting, manipulating, add some available wit in it, tried interacting with the audience.
Following that, i stop.
Another wheel of thought starts revving. What is the meaning of this? Who would benefit? Who would suffer? Will there be consequences arise? This wheel is something that i don't really like, but it keeps coming, and you can never let go of it, like an ingrown toenail...
Next...
I hit the ctrl-w button. And it asks... "Do you want to save the changes?" I select 'NO'.
And all the nicely arranged alphabets flew happily, with no one able to understand it.
I hate this.
I hate having something to write, but not able to write it well.
I hate wanting something to tell, but not brave enough to tell.
I hate willing to finish something, but not able to find a proper ending.
hmm.. kalaulah boleh direnyukkan txt file dlm komputer ni macam merenyuk kertas, mmg dah renyuk aku kerjakan depa ni semua..
cis!